:: myself ::

I have to live with myself, and so I want to be fit for myself to know.
I want to be able, as days go by,
Always to look myself straight in the eye.
I don't want to stand with the setting sun,
And hate myself for things I have done.
I don't want to keep on a closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself, as I come and go,
Into thinking that nobody else will know
The kind of a woman I really am;
I don't want to dress up myself in shame.
I want to go out with my head erect,
I want to deserve all men's respect;
But here in the struggle for fame and pelf I want to be able to like myself
I don't want to look at myself and know
That I'm bluster and bluff, an empty show.
I can never hide myself from me;
I see what others may never see.
I know what others may never know,
I never can fool myself, and so,
Whatever happens,
I want to be Self-respecting and conscience free